So I'm just saying this out loud, but I'm really disgusted with myself for basically taking months, days (however long this story has been in the news) to stop thinking about teams, players, the league, etc. before considering and having empathy for the victim in the case. Fuck me. Whatever happened, someone's daughter, some woman was assaulted and will bear the scars for a lifetime. Not trying to be dramatic, but I hate that my first instinct or thoughts were about the hockey impact, not the human cost. Yuck.